(In recovery from the loss of a relationship...)
God can and will do what you need Him to. You’re not the
red-haired stepchild. (Wait! That’s me! Adopted "Jesus
Girl," that is! (See the Bible, Book of Galatians, Chapter 4.))
God’s been reminding me to 1) put away all malice and
resentment (negative beliefs?) from my heart 2) mull upon and realize that He
is completely faithful and WILL accomplish His work in me – including any work
needed for me to receive financial and relational provision. For me, I
plan to pray in silence and ask God to reveal and heal any mysterious
brokenness inside that blinds me or hinders me from seeing or receiving good
things, opportunities and people.
We don’t have to know what’s going on inside, but, for
me, I’m going to focus on Jesus & His love written about in the Bible (see
the book of Hebrews, chapter 4.) I want to discern/discover what I’m
fearing, what I really believe. The Bible reads, “As a man thinks
in his heart, so is he,” and “Above all else, guard (steward?) your heart, for
out of it flow the issues of life.” What's in there - in my heart? I just
sensed when writing above – ‘He is completely faithful and WILL accomplish His
work in me – including any work needed for me to receive financial and
relational provision’ – that there is a “me” component; a way I need to engage
with Him, as noted above - bringing myself to Him with my thoughts and prayers
and spoken affirmations of healthy words throughout the day. Maybe this
situation requires my diligent participation and hanging onto the edge of his
robe in prayer, seeking His mind and presence until I know what's going on in
my heart. What was I worrying about? What beliefs need God's perspective or
adjustment? When I engage, persist in prayer, and accept His way and Words,
then the healing can get solid and gain traction.
Monday, October 31, 2011
Monday, October 10, 2011
Elle's book - Day 1
I have best success in
moods when I pray & turn over bad thoughts/worries/feelings and instead
focus on God’s loving presence & all He promises. Focus on His love and
He’ll get me and you where we need to be. I remind myself that God has
good things for me, better than I can find for myself, and He will make it up
to me, He will make amends, even if others don’t. I’ve been setting a bad
example by meditating on negative things. Let’s choose LIFE - be intentional
about praying for help, choosing healthy, affirming thoughts, speaking life to
ourselves and others and not meditating/harboring/mulling over fear, worry,
evils done or anger. We can’t completely control circumstances, but we
can direct our hearts better. Let’s spend time enjoying life, hugging,
smiling and being happy with God and the friends He has provided. Let’s
let our hearts smile, noticing and seeing ALL THE GOOD THINGS AND PEOPLE He
continuously provides! I messed up, so now let’s be back on track,
remembering: “Though a righteous man falls seven times, he rises again.” (I am
righteous through Christ's acceptance of me.) And, “Though I trip and fall, I
will not stumble completely, for God will sustain me.” – Elle Blue
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